Spring break

I wrote a blog post last week, but it got deleted by accident, so I’ll play a little bit of catch up and share what we’ve been up to.

I shared last week about a conversation I had with Beverly’s TA. She mentioned what a joy Beverly was in their class and how glad they were that she was back. I told her that the whole thing had been overwhelming and humbling, but that I was grateful that she had healed so fast. I began to tell her about how they placed cadaver skin on her back when the TA said that her own son had passed away 25 years before and had donated his skin. She said, “I’d always wondered where it went.” I was so touched by that I instantly started tearing up. I thanked her for her sacrifice and was again reminded about those on both sides of the veil who had stepped in to help us during this challenging time. I sometimes struggle to feel “enough” or to feel loved by those closest to me, but this trial has taught me again and again that I am not alone and I am loved. I’m not looking forward to Andy potentially moving to Kansas without us, but I’m trying my best to put my faith in Christ, like we were reminded time and again at General Conference last week. I am trying really hard to think about how I can make this coming Easter Christ-centered and special for my kids. I feel a little bit overwhelmed by things going on in my life so I’m having a hard time feeling capable of adding more to my plate, so if anyone has some easy ideas to keep things focused on Christ this Easter season, please send them my way.

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